never seen two commentators disagree so much, tis funny

So advice would be not to deposit on ftp or ps willingly at this stage? Also i wonder what is happening to people on AP FTP or PS that have won WSOP $12k packages, would they be GTD?

euro rakeback sites will be getting somehwat of a boost from all this i would imagine, with all of thsi confusion, for the short term anyway at least

I don't think i should be telling you guys this, but i think i have accidentally been sent the stream where i can see the players' whole cards?

about $500 up tonight, came 4th in a 6k gtd where i made a big mistake to cl when i was second in chips that is haunting me, but i'm not too bothered i have learnt from it i won't let it happen again. Got very unlucky on some final table bubble my favourite of the night being when sb shoves 38 into my bb of QQ and hits 888 on flop, that hurt. I'm going at a good rate at the moment and hope to keep it up!

Last three of a tourn with the payouts of 250 for third 375 for second and $600 for first had the chip lead and went out last with a dodgy all in call.

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lol Ant, sort it out u facking fish

I will be back crushing you mate you watch!

It was more i chose to ignore the amount in my accounts and hope for the best and bink big. Sharkscope didnt help and put me into a flase sense of security. Also how withdrawls take a while to get into ure bank account confused matters.

Mainly i can describe it as mad shot taking tilt.

Big grind again today. Started at 14.15. Would say the evens over/under would be at $300 prof for the day. Hopeful.

i was following sharkscope over my actual bankroll to calculate funds. So i would use the recent history search feature and it would tell me one figure of profit when in reality it was no where near that, i couldnt believe how inaccurate it was.

Then i had tilt fuelled high end shots that got no where, and also got hit with some real life withdrawals that were quite expensive, paying for holidays etc. and then all of a sudden i was there at $800. Not to worry thought i will pwn again and ride the blows with more of a backbone. Just gonna show the patience now to wait till i get back up there. I think by the end of june i will have $20k, but no pressure obv, i just am feeling really confident.

How about a massive sprint the whole way? lol. Would prefer that more.

Thanks for the support. Don't call this a comeback, i was already here!

I think ure entrance music should just a long, big f*ck off loud siren to sh*t up the other players, as you rap a version of sirens by dizzee rascal

$1k up day today. Made about 4 final tables, grants the runners were never more than 200 but i am happy with this. Only played $22 and below so i am going great, had to 12 table all day from about 14.30 though and now only the one table up. I would have incorporated more tourns from 8pm onwards till very late only if i didn't have to get up early tomoz but i do so no 12 hour shift allowed!

BR was at about $800 10 days ago and is now at $4k, Gonna stick to these low tourns until i get to $10K where i will probs get rid of the $10f and $3rs and play some 5rs but mainly $10rs/$22-$55fs.

Loving it atm. Showing great composure to rebuild. Will just have to continue to show it as my br reaches $20k

Past two nights i have played the 5rs and $20fs and below on the euro sites and have been dominating. I think i gotta be one of the best active players across these limits as all the others are gonn abe playing higher. It really is fill my boots time and this is without binking loads of tournies i have only managed a 3rd or fourth in.

I am going to keep this going hoping for more $500 days until i get to about $10k when i can think about playing some $10rs and $50fs. I know i am a winner in the games when my temperament remains stable, so i am going to do all i can to keep cool headed and if i do i feel i have a good future.

Big congratz to Amatay and Greekstein btw on the poker encore deal. The former i would say is on par with me when i get going in tourns and i think he would back that up :S and with the latter he is too good to play donkfests but when he has all i hear about is binks!

well its been a month now and its been a time of rebuilding and hardley playing, instead doing some coursework.

The main problem with me is and i have done this 4 times now, is that i crush the $33fs -$10rs and below on the euro sites get my br above $15k then i go mental on the $50rs $100fs and above and i just plummet after a bit of bad luck and then subsequent tiltage. Allowing myself to go crazy because i know how solid i am in the lower tourns to rebuild its as if i am allowing myself to mess about in the higher tourns.

This won't happen again and i am now nursing a very small roll but one i am prepared to build slowly, playing the $22fs and $5rs and below across the euro sites and in the last three sessions i have dominated making about $800. So i am just going to stick with these until i get my roll to say $10k and then maybe start incorporating bigger tourns.

When i have my roll that big again i am just going to make sure i abide my these rules.

1. Update my br daily so i know daily profits and losses including life spending
2. be prepared to move up and down the stakes with results pending
3. Know that i am not superman and don't apply too much pressure when i play the bigger games again. Play what i know and be comfortable and the money will roll in. I only really lose in tourns on a long term basis when i decide that i will ie. not keeping my head and spazzing out.
4. Just in general never lose my head and try all that i can to keep it. Exercising more to release tension, eating better and thus accepting bad beats better.

I am thinking about possibly doing a vlog on youtube, but it will possibly be the most boring thing in the world. I will probably start doing it when i get more successful and have a better life, ie start going out with cos more. But yeh lots to look forward to and when my uni is over in mid may it really is full steam ahead!