lol good point!!!!
Positives
I am now on a diet, and gonna get fit again as I weigh 21 stone - I have never been classed as fat as I am a tall lad with broad shoulders, but still it is alot and isn't healthy + If I do start looking for female company then I stand a better chance if I am not a Rick Waller impersonator.
On a good note - I am now coming to BB on Friday night(roughly 8pm prob), Saturday and Sunday. My ex has asked if its ok for her to have her on the sunday as they have a family birthday - so I will take a few days that week to spend some time so i dont miss out.
Its a new day, and I have a new life!!!!!
Better get back to work
Glad to see things are getting a little easier, postive thinking is the best way, even if it is heart breaking at times, i know i been there last year, after 12 years and 4 daughters i found myself alone with the kids, we never argued over when he could have the kids, i surpose i was lucky in away.
You need time alone to be yourself again and get your head sorted out, no good rushing into anything straight away, im sure you will be happy again x and as poppet said where here for ya x
chin up my son x