Everyone has one so why not..

[mondatoo]

On a more positive aside just wanted to firstly congrats James"MC"Atkin on his wedding last week, enjoy the honeymoon mate. Also vwp on abs crushing it, currently ranked #1 at any game $16-35 and #1 at $16-35 2-3 tables, he puts a ton of effort and volume in and his results are no more than he deserves, oh the days when I could say I was #1 





PS I'm clearly just kissing his arse so he takes me back on as a student for 18mans when Rupert drops me

[mondatoo]

I'm such a twat...

Slightly embarrassed by the early post whinging about how shit things are, as far as my whole life has been this is one of the lower points I've had but that's just because I've had an absolutely ridic toasty life and I'm insanely lucky. I had a look at the X factor Oz thread a little bit after and was humbled and totally embarrassed at myself for moaning at how my life is, not because of seeing what the Emmanuel guy had been through, I'm well aware there a people who've had struggles in there life, but it just reminded me how lucky I am, and also so he is, he seemed to be thoroughly enjoying himself and he has himself quite a gift that I hope takes him far. There are so many people who have much worse life stories than even he has had so what a joke that I'd bitch and moan because some things are going shit for me at the minute, get a grip you clown. I hate people who whinge about the stupidest of things, much more trivial than what I moaned about but still I shouldn't only sometimes realise how lucky I am, I should remember it all of the time. I might not have much more to say on my diary because I won't be wasting another minute bitching and moaning about running bad at poker or anything for that matter, I'm healthy and my people are healthy and that's all I ask for, well lol at me being healthy but you know what I mean. Everytime I fail to stick to the non bitching/moaning £20 will be winging it's way to charity.

I think sometimes with this poker malarkey we can all sometimes lose a bit of a grip on reality, it can be quite a stressful "job" to do at times and most of us are fukn idiots with money which makes the hard times even more frustrating and when there's so much at stake it's understandable imo that you'd be steaming when you are running bad but christ, how fukn lucky are we all that we can knock in the kinds of figures that some have, others a lot more than I ever have or probably ever will and the next day everythings fine again. I'm sure I come across a bit pretentious or like I'm preaching or whatever but it's genuinely how I feel, we are a bunch of lucky sob's and we should remember that more often, and I don't just mean pro poker players there.

[Eso Kral]

2nd session yday was hugely frustrating but still managed a decent profit. Today I hella spewed off 1 bi where I picked the worst villain possible to decide to c/r bluff the turn and jam the river, wp me, metagame ftw I then ran pretty good vs a fish when I got it in with AQ on a QJxhh flop he overjammed and he does that with all of his draws so I called, he had QJ, brick turn, A river, binkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. Lost a bit back and finished up 1 bi.

Burgers yday where pretty incred, very niceeeeeeeeeeee. Today I'm having chicken fried rice, will add in some peppers and onion and add the curry sauce all in the frying pan, last time I made this it was probably the nicest meal I've ever made, hope I can produce the same. It's going to be a struggle though as last time I had rice packets so just put the lot in and followed the destructions, this time I just have a big bag of basmati rice and of my previous 20 or so times of trying to cook rice like this I'd say my success rate is <10%. GLGL me.

Hope everyones loving the addition of my daily main meals as well as all the poker hands, decided to try and compete with Eso Kral for best diary  

Just caught up m8 u pwn me anyway, i dont play 40k hands per 5 yrs 

[mondatoo]

2nd session yday was hugely frustrating but still managed a decent profit. Today I hella spewed off 1 bi where I picked the worst villain possible to decide to c/r bluff the turn and jam the river, wp me, metagame ftw I then ran pretty good vs a fish when I got it in with AQ on a QJxhh flop he overjammed and he does that with all of his draws so I called, he had QJ, brick turn, A river, binkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. Lost a bit back and finished up 1 bi.

Burgers yday where pretty incred, very niceeeeeeeeeeee. Today I'm having chicken fried rice, will add in some peppers and onion and add the curry sauce all in the frying pan, last time I made this it was probably the nicest meal I've ever made, hope I can produce the same. It's going to be a struggle though as last time I had rice packets so just put the lot in and followed the destructions, this time I just have a big bag of basmati rice and of my previous 20 or so times of trying to cook rice like this I'd say my success rate is <10%. GLGL me.

Hope everyones loving the addition of my daily main meals as well as all the poker hands, decided to try and compete with Eso Kral for best diary  

Just caught up m8 u pwn me anyway, i dont play 40k hands per 5 yrs 

That just makes you more interesting 

[Amatay]

I'm such a twat...

Slightly embarrassed by the early post whinging about how shit things are, as far as my whole life has been this is one of the lower points I've had but that's just because I've had an absolutely ridic toasty life and I'm insanely lucky. I had a look at the X factor Oz thread a little bit after and was humbled and totally embarrassed at myself for moaning at how my life is, not because of seeing what the Emmanuel guy had been through, I'm well aware there a people who've had struggles in there life, but it just reminded me how lucky I am, and also so he is, he seemed to be thoroughly enjoying himself and he has himself quite a gift that I hope takes him far. There are so many people who have much worse life stories than even he has had so what a joke that I'd bitch and moan because some things are going shit for me at the minute, get a grip you clown. I hate people who whinge about the stupidest of things, much more trivial than what I moaned about but still I shouldn't only sometimes realise how lucky I am, I should remember it all of the time. I might not have much more to say on my diary because I won't be wasting another minute bitching and moaning about running bad at poker or anything for that matter, I'm healthy and my people are healthy and that's all I ask for, well lol at me being healthy but you know what I mean. Everytime I fail to stick to the non bitching/moaning £20 will be winging it's way to charity.

I think sometimes with this poker malarkey we can all sometimes lose a bit of a grip on reality, it can be quite a stressful "job" to do at times and most of us are fukn idiots with money which makes the hard times even more frustrating and when there's so much at stake it's understandable imo that you'd be steaming when you are running bad but christ, how fukn lucky are we all that we can knock in the kinds of figures that some have, others a lot more than I ever have or probably ever will and the next day everythings fine again. I'm sure I come across a bit pretentious or like I'm preaching or whatever but it's genuinely how I feel, we are a bunch of lucky sob's and we should remember that more often, and I don't just mean pro poker players there.

Good post mate

[outragous76]

I'm such a twat...

Good post mate

fyp   

[mondatoo]

I'm such a twat...

Good post mate

fyp   

LOLz, new that one would be coming.

[mondatoo]

I'm such a twat...

Slightly embarrassed by the early post whinging about how shit things are, as far as my whole life has been this is one of the lower points I've had but that's just because I've had an absolutely ridic toasty life and I'm insanely lucky. I had a look at the X factor Oz thread a little bit after and was humbled and totally embarrassed at myself for moaning at how my life is, not because of seeing what the Emmanuel guy had been through, I'm well aware there a people who've had struggles in there life, but it just reminded me how lucky I am, and also so he is, he seemed to be thoroughly enjoying himself and he has himself quite a gift that I hope takes him far. There are so many people who have much worse life stories than even he has had so what a joke that I'd bitch and moan because some things are going shit for me at the minute, get a grip you clown. I hate people who whinge about the stupidest of things, much more trivial than what I moaned about but still I shouldn't only sometimes realise how lucky I am, I should remember it all of the time. I might not have much more to say on my diary because I won't be wasting another minute bitching and moaning about running bad at poker or anything for that matter, I'm healthy and my people are healthy and that's all I ask for, well lol at me being healthy but you know what I mean. Everytime I fail to stick to the non bitching/moaning £20 will be winging it's way to charity.

I think sometimes with this poker malarkey we can all sometimes lose a bit of a grip on reality, it can be quite a stressful "job" to do at times and most of us are fukn idiots with money which makes the hard times even more frustrating and when there's so much at stake it's understandable imo that you'd be steaming when you are running bad but christ, how fukn lucky are we all that we can knock in the kinds of figures that some have, others a lot more than I ever have or probably ever will and the next day everythings fine again. I'm sure I come across a bit pretentious or like I'm preaching or whatever but it's genuinely how I feel, we are a bunch of lucky sob's and we should remember that more often, and I don't just mean pro poker players there.

Good post mate

Cheers, enjoy Thailand and all it has to offer.

[MC]

On a more positive aside just wanted to firstly congrats James"MC"Atkin on his wedding last week, enjoy the honeymoon mate. Also vwp on abs crushing it, currently ranked #1 at any game $16-35 and #1 at $16-35 2-3 tables, he puts a ton of effort and volume in and his results are no more than he deserves, oh the days when I could say I was #1 



PS I'm clearly just kissing his arse so he takes me back on as a student for 18mans when Rupert drops me

Thanks for this mate

Just got back from said honeymoon. Unfortunately Clark got tonsillitis 3 days in which kinda made it suck but the wedding went really well.

Don't know if the effort thing is a rubdown as I have barely played for the last 3 months

Sorry to hear things aren't really going your way atm, I wouldn't sweat having a good whinge, ok you might still be doing better than 98% of the world's population but it's all relative. I'm sure you'll get back on your feet soon.

Come back to printing money ffs!

[mondatoo]

On a more positive aside just wanted to firstly congrats James"MC"Atkin on his wedding last week, enjoy the honeymoon mate. Also vwp on abs crushing it, currently ranked #1 at any game $16-35 and #1 at $16-35 2-3 tables, he puts a ton of effort and volume in and his results are no more than he deserves, oh the days when I could say I was #1 



PS I'm clearly just kissing his arse so he takes me back on as a student for 18mans when Rupert drops me

Thanks for this mate

Just got back from said honeymoon. Unfortunately Clark got tonsillitis 3 days in which kinda made it suck but the wedding went really well.

Don't know if the effort thing is a rubdown as I have barely played for the last 3 months

Sorry to hear things aren't really going your way atm, I wouldn't sweat having a good whinge, ok you might still be doing better than 98% of the world's population but it's all relative. I'm sure you'll get back on your feet soon.

Come back to printing money ffs!

Haha at rubdown, if I'd have put the volume in you did to make SNE, once black Friday happened I would've took the rest of the year off

[mondatoo]

I had a really good session with Rupert earlier then dived into the games and ran well and played some spots well and shipped 4 bi's, positivity FTW

[mondatoo]

I waste so much time either on here or pissing about playing that haxball game that Bongo linked up or just general bollocks when I'm feeling tired or not in the mood to grind so thought instead of wasting that time I fired up 20 tables let them go for just 15 minutes then it took me close to 2 hours to write down all the notes that where worthwhile making. Think that was a really good exercise and plan to do it regularly in future. Only problem is I've been up since 5pm yesterday and I'm absolutely wrecked and I've got to go to work now, urghhhhhhhh. At least it's only a 4 hour shift but looking forward to getting back home and getting some sleep.

[sovietsong]

I waste so much time either on here or pissing about playing that haxball game that Bongo linked up or just general bollocks when I'm feeling tired or not in the mood to grind so thought instead of wasting that time I fired up 20 tables let them go for just 15 minutes then it took me close to 2 hours to write down all the notes that where worthwhile making. Think that was a really good exercise and plan to do it regularly in future. Only problem is I've been up since 5pm yesterday and I'm absolutely wrecked and I've got to go to work now, urghhhhhhhh. At least it's only a 4 hour shift but looking forward to getting back home and getting some sleep.

ffs

[tikay]

I'm such a twat...

Slightly embarrassed by the early post whinging about how shit things are, as far as my whole life has been this is one of the lower points I've had but that's just because I've had an absolutely ridic toasty life and I'm insanely lucky. I had a look at the X factor Oz thread a little bit after and was humbled and totally embarrassed at myself for moaning at how my life is, not because of seeing what the Emmanuel guy had been through, I'm well aware there a people who've had struggles in there life, but it just reminded me how lucky I am, and also so he is, he seemed to be thoroughly enjoying himself and he has himself quite a gift that I hope takes him far. There are so many people who have much worse life stories than even he has had so what a joke that I'd bitch and moan because some things are going shit for me at the minute, get a grip you clown. I hate people who whinge about the stupidest of things, much more trivial than what I moaned about but still I shouldn't only sometimes realise how lucky I am, I should remember it all of the time. I might not have much more to say on my diary because I won't be wasting another minute bitching and moaning about running bad at poker or anything for that matter, I'm healthy and my people are healthy and that's all I ask for, well lol at me being healthy but you know what I mean. Everytime I fail to stick to the non bitching/moaning £20 will be winging it's way to charity.

I think sometimes with this poker malarkey we can all sometimes lose a bit of a grip on reality, it can be quite a stressful "job" to do at times and most of us are fukn idiots with money which makes the hard times even more frustrating and when there's so much at stake it's understandable imo that you'd be steaming when you are running bad but christ, how fukn lucky are we all that we can knock in the kinds of figures that some have, others a lot more than I ever have or probably ever will and the next day everythings fine again. I'm sure I come across a bit pretentious or like I'm preaching or whatever but it's genuinely how I feel, we are a bunch of lucky sob's and we should remember that more often, and I don't just mean pro poker players there.

Mondy meets reality check. Great stuff Ray, you've arrived.

[mondatoo]

I'm such a twat...

Slightly embarrassed by the early post whinging about how shit things are, as far as my whole life has been this is one of the lower points I've had but that's just because I've had an absolutely ridic toasty life and I'm insanely lucky. I had a look at the X factor Oz thread a little bit after and was humbled and totally embarrassed at myself for moaning at how my life is, not because of seeing what the Emmanuel guy had been through, I'm well aware there a people who've had struggles in there life, but it just reminded me how lucky I am, and also so he is, he seemed to be thoroughly enjoying himself and he has himself quite a gift that I hope takes him far. There are so many people who have much worse life stories than even he has had so what a joke that I'd bitch and moan because some things are going shit for me at the minute, get a grip you clown. I hate people who whinge about the stupidest of things, much more trivial than what I moaned about but still I shouldn't only sometimes realise how lucky I am, I should remember it all of the time. I might not have much more to say on my diary because I won't be wasting another minute bitching and moaning about running bad at poker or anything for that matter, I'm healthy and my people are healthy and that's all I ask for, well lol at me being healthy but you know what I mean. Everytime I fail to stick to the non bitching/moaning £20 will be winging it's way to charity.

I think sometimes with this poker malarkey we can all sometimes lose a bit of a grip on reality, it can be quite a stressful "job" to do at times and most of us are fukn idiots with money which makes the hard times even more frustrating and when there's so much at stake it's understandable imo that you'd be steaming when you are running bad but christ, how fukn lucky are we all that we can knock in the kinds of figures that some have, others a lot more than I ever have or probably ever will and the next day everythings fine again. I'm sure I come across a bit pretentious or like I'm preaching or whatever but it's genuinely how I feel, we are a bunch of lucky sob's and we should remember that more often, and I don't just mean pro poker players there.

Mondy meets reality check. Great stuff Ray, you've arrived.

I haven't whinged that much tbf, or at least I don't think I have lol, but I do agree with you. If it was a bad spell with 45mans I'd be fine because I knew where I was at with them, I knew I could beat them so I didn't care anywhere near as much about it. Cash is a different animal though and I'm still trying to find my feet and although I'm confident in my own abilities there's nothing to fall back on mentally for me to say, don't worry it'll come good. Although I do believe that is the case, what's the worst thing that will happen if I don't, I'll just have to get a "proper" job like most people.