As an aside, I had a bit of an epiphany last night.
Sat on the bubble for quite some time in the $33cubed, subiime just crushed it. I knew the guy really and truly is OI, but just watching his play in front of my very own eyes really hit it home. The bubble bursts and soon after I run my aces into Kings and AQs for a huge pot on the last two tables and can't get there.
I've always been one to rue my own luck, but this beat was different. I'd normally be like 'fuuuuuu jokerstars, every f#king time!' and feel tilted for the next 20 mins. But not this time, this time I just thought 'meh'. Switched it off and went to sleep.
I think I'm finally Over It. It feels good.
These moments in poker are the nuts. I was sat at a table in the last MC with my best friend, and we had the pleasure to watch Ben Martin play some pokeys, he was fantastic and it just showed me that despite knowing 95% of the game, the 5% i don't know means absolutely everything