please put my name down , attending with 4dam

Im a fairly experienced poker player and I take the game pretty seroiusly in the hope of one day turning pro . I record everthing I do at the tables and last month I cashed 63% of the time which I thought was excellent . I play in Leeds mainly 5 and 10 rebuys which can be hard work due to the all in culture any two cards thing , but if I get thru the rebuy with chips I usually make the final table . I now seem to believe that I am better than everybody who plays there , and this has led me to the all in over the top , trying to outplay everybody post flop thing , I seem to be loosing control when I know Im behind . Anyway this month I havnt won a thing and I dare not record this in my little book as my confidence has been Knocked for six . Part of my strategy in a tourney is to show a crazy bluff and this creates action later when I have a monster , I am very aggresive at times , and tight at others . Can anybody work out where Im going wrong , should I be playing in a better standard of game , how do I get my self control back .