I lost access to my old account so haven't been on blonde for a while but I still read the forums here. Thanks so much for all of the support it still doesn't feel real! I didn't play my best on the final at all and almost blew it 4 handed. I saw the winning line way too early and the pressure of shipping a major tourney after being so close many times before really affected me. I forgot how to play poker for a whole level which included misreading my hand, misclicking and misplaying a few hands. Thankfully the break came just at the right time for me and with the help of my rail who provided me with some pep talks I managed to rally and come back and take it down. I'm over the moon right now and although it sounds cliche it really is a dream come true. Huge thanks once again to everyone who followed and supported me along the way.