After I read your question yesterday I was left pondering what poker and psychology have in common. I searched the internet wanting to learn more about how our mindset shifts based on the type of hands we have. I've always thought that poker was more about math than psychology but I do recall a few hands a few years ago that reminds me of your situation. I'd get all panicky the moment I realize "this could win me a lot of money, I can't mess up!!" to end up messing up because of the stakes being so high versus doing good with an
okay hand that could win me more money. Weird. I found a cool site called
https://pokerhack.com/strategy/betting-when-why-and-how/ and I learned some cool tricks about using math to enhance my skills but was really looking for psychology. Anyone recommend a book?