Most of my friends are good pokerplayers, thereby I mean that they have achieved something online or offline. I might mention Kirderf (Fredrik Ostervold) and Prikken (Odd Lavik). This makes me feel that I have to achieve something as well, so in stead of grinding the low limit tables I have a tendency of moving up too fast and blowing the bankroll out in a couple of hours or minutes. The largest bankroll I made was about $12 000 from $500, multi tabling $2/4, but blew it all out on a $20/40 table in one night. I can only afford small deposits ($100-500), but I need something to motivate me, or keep me from moving up too fast. This especially happends if I have a bad night, making my high limit play even worse, since I more often make stupid mistakes. Have you got any tips or tricks to avoid this?