Hi Claire,
I've not read all of this thread but I know some of the things you talk about have also affected me. I love the game and enjoy playing in good games with good players, however I have not played live since November and online since December. The reasons for this are varied but the main ones are the birth of my daughter which has meant a cut in the money coming into the house, and also the rise in the cost of living in general. I found that I could no longer justify spending money which would be useful elsewhere or my time as I mainly played MTT's on poker, I had to use a chunk of my already small bankroll to pay for necessities and tried to play at lower levels with my reduced funds, but I found the games and players to be totally frustrating. I thought about why the games were going badly for me and I realised that due to my new circumstances, and even though I had a separate bankroll I was playing with scared money, so I decided to stop playing poker and posting on blonde until things become easier for us financially, I don't know how long this will take but I will come back to the game I love and to this forum when I feel I can play my best poker.
I would imagine that many people are in a similar postion at the moment and its nothing to be ashamed of, you must do whats best for yourself and remember the game will still be there in the future.