Hi Claire,
I've not read all of this thread but I know some of the things you talk about have also affected me. I love the game and enjoy playing in good games with good players, however I have not played live since November and online since December. The reasons for this are varied but the main ones are the birth of my daughter which has meant a cut in the money coming into the house, and also the rise in the cost of living in general. I found that I could no longer justify spending money which would be useful elsewhere or my time as I mainly played MTT's on poker, I had to use a chunk of my already small bankroll to pay for necessities and tried to play at lower levels with my reduced funds, but I found the games and players to be totally frustrating. I thought about why the games were going badly for me and I realised that due to my new circumstances, and even though I had a separate bankroll I was playing with scared money, so I decided to stop playing poker and posting on blonde until things become easier for us financially, I don't know how long this will take but I will come back to the game I love and to this forum when I feel I can play my best poker.
I would imagine that many people are in a similar postion at the moment and its nothing to be ashamed of, you must do whats best for yourself and remember the game will still be there in the future.











Kin and KP. 

