There is a scene in 'The Usual Suspects' that has always stuck in my mind.
Stephen Baldwin steps out onto the ships deck with a puzzled, faraway look on
his face. Kevin Spacey asks 'What is it?', Baldwin replies 'The strangest thing'
before falling, dead, with a sickening thump, face first into the ships deck.
It's always kind of stuck in my head, in the directors commentary it's revealed
that Stephen Baldwin did the take multiple times each time actually ploughing
face first into the deck, no additional sound effects were added. Which only
goes to prove that Stephan Baldwin is a moron. The reason it's come to mind
recently is that I have discovered that, I to, am a total moron.
On saturday I managed to get heads up in a live tourney, blinds are 5k-10k and
the 300k in chips on the table are split even. I'm dealt A2o off the button and
raise 20k, the other guy re- raises 50k and I shove all-in. The other guy calls
with A8 (A9?) and wins. I've spent the entire weekend trying to figure out why I
did it cause I was at a loss to explain, there was no need to get involved. If
this had appeared on the

board I'd have thought to myself 'Fold and wait for
a better spot' and moved on. Well, I've thought it through and I reckon I've
sussed why I did it.
I recalled that I've done this a couple of times previously, all in informal,
wee stakes home games. In the home games I've done it because the stucture has
been massively misjudged leaving mountains of chips and relatively small blinds
when it reaches heads-up. At this stages some people have been sitting out for
an hour or two and competely bored out their skulls and I've thought, screw the
money, lets get this finished and I'll look for any sort of a hand to get all
the chips in and bring it to a quick conclusion and get the next game started.
But, I've realised it's the same reason I did it over the weekend, the guy I was playing had
told me he'd been up for days, the staff in the place where clearly in the last-
hour-of-a-shift zone and there were a couple of spectators who looked ready to
crash, in short there was a palpitable,though unspoken, air of 'lets get this
over with' in the air and I've gone and done the same thing - got all-in with
mince just to bring it to an end for everyone's sake (except mine). On a scale
of 1 to stupid this measures a 'Frank Spencer' on the moron-o-meter, it makes
misreading your hand look positively enlightened. The only positive I can take
is that I've recognised it and will be wary of it in the future but by missing an
opportunity to double my winnings, it's turned out to be an expensive lesson.
Anyhoo, thought I'd share.