"that felling" I get at a live poker table is usually nausea as I still get very nervous when faced with my opponents, I was very proud when I didnt throw up after my last live game for the first time

As I have started to become more confident I have concentrated more on trying to read players and not give any tells away which brings me to a situation at my last live game.
Its early in the game and I have had an unbelievable run of good cards, I was mostly taking down the blinds and any raise I was reraising without a showdown so I was aware that I was coming across as the table bully even though I did have the goods. Earlier in the game I raised in mid position and the BB went allin which I instacalled with AA v JJ and busted half my stack when the J hit :-( not a problem I thought and I then went into bullying mode and managed to get my stack back up to above average but I was aware that the whole table was just waiting for any decent hand to bust me. Then this happened..
...im UTG blinds are 200/100 and I have AhQc I raise a standard to 600 and a lady (who had only played 2 hands that I could recall and both were monsters which she won) flat calls, as does BB. Flop comes down 8 9 10 of clubs yukkkk, I was watching the flat caller and I could see that she did not like the flop and I was aware that she probably realised that I didnt like it either. I checked and she raised to 2k, the BB folded, caller has about 2k left, I have about 8k so she cant bust me, the brain goes into overdrive, my head is saying shes missed the flop but probably has AA KK or 88 99 TT AK has you beat if the ace hits ... FOLD FOLD FOLD, my heart is saying she hasnt got it and might not have a club and I have the queen

What would you do online im thinking...I would FOLD, im aware that all eyes are on me as I try to decide. "I think im behind" I said as am just about to fold and I see a flicker of relief in her eyes and then someone said "Im allin"..it wasnt me but it sounded like my voice and it came from my mouth f**k noooooooooo pleeeeeeeeease FOLD im thinking as the video camaras zoom onto our table but no shes allin too and im feeling like a right idiot as I turn over my cards expecting to see AA from my opponent...what did she have..KQo and no club..no help from her on the turn or river and shes gone and im left a shaking wreck with a face as red as a beetroot.
I have thought about this hand so much since that game and I come to the same conclusion everytime..I should have folded, I was going to fold and I dont know why I didnt.