Been a mixed year .. some very highs, some very lows...
Lows
Dealing with some HUGE family issues
Work - well not work, I love my work - colleagues/office politics.
Had a big life changing choice to make - 6 months on I am still not sure it was right in every way, but nothing I can do about it now, so it's a low til I know better.
Loss of a relationship - realisation that it was dying.
Prozac - good when it works, lousy when you realise you need it.
HRT - great, but again really lousy when you know you need it.
Poker - drives me insane, I am undoing a lot of bad stuff through it, but it causes me a lot of stress.
Highs (in no particular order)
Blonde! Kept me sane for ages, now drives me insane and makes me elated, but I can deal with the insanity
Vegas - has to be in here, as it's part of me - only made it once this year, but it was a good 11 days.
Flight to and from Vegas - you can't beat £250 for full Biz class....Two words - Onboard Chef!!!
Friendships - Can't explain this one properly, but from going to a wasteland, I am lucky enough to have found an beautiful garden. There's a few people on Blonde that I would lay my life down for, and in anyone's book that is a beautiful treasure - I found some kindred spirits, some good friends and a lot of people that I will be hugging when I meet them finally.
Cheesey Game - everyone has to visit Ali's game at least once - I've not laughed and had such fun, and learnt so much in years. Its damn good, and I am lucky they put up with me
Mobile phones - I'll admit I was a Luddite - I got a new phone to go abroad with in July, and it's been a bloody godsend, I am a convert, and while I know why I coped before, I wouldn't cope without it now - so thank you 3<g>
Turkey - Took my sister (with her broken leg, pins, metal plates, booted and suited) to Turkey in May just before I went into hospital, she came alive, healed her mental wounds and I got a sister back. I'll forgive her for copping off and leaving me alone most of the week (used to it<g>).
Being asked to be a moderator. I do this for a living, well I manage people who do this ... but I was more thrilled by being asked and being able to help out than anyone can understand. I really love this place, and I marvel at the strength, the bonds, the community and the intellect that lives here. This is a special place, and I'll do my bestest to look after it with you guys.
Poker has been a high and a low - a couple of people have spent time helping me, and I am grateful - it's all there, and I just need to crack a couple more neuroses, and I will be dangerous! Thank you to you, with all my heart - you know who you are.
The Lister Hospital - turned a nasty situation into a morphine filled haze, and it was all private - let's all thank my work's medical insurance!
The highs outweigh the lows, and all in all I wouldn't swap this year, it's been tough..but I am tougher