Right I am struggling to figure from this the concensus but maybe this is where we start the "butcher"
So we check/raise to 7k* the thinking is A I am tilted by the 1/5th of pot raise and B we want to check where we are in the hand. I am reluctant to call/call/call as a lot of scare cards out there and I want control of the hand on what is not that scary a flop! So BB folds and villain calls.
So we are 25k in the pot to the turn which is a

putting the flush out. Assuming you have done what I have done, what we doing now? how bad is what I did?
*I hate my bet sizing on reflection, the low lead skewed my pot awareness slightly
Also Mantis is on my thread so I am happy regardless how bad i played lol