Personal bad beat situation

[cia260895]

From a female point of view...I was actually very impressed with your ramblings. 

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me too - not bollox at all

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[cia260895]

Cant wait to get home 2nite just got to get away from work 1st.....

have had tears and been sick so far today as it just seems forces are against me at the mo....

what a time to think about givuing up the ciggies wooohooo roll on sunday....

[turny]

Cant wait to get home 2nite just got to get away from work 1st.....

have had tears and been sick so far today as it just seems forces are against me at the mo....

what a time to think about givuing up the ciggies wooohooo roll on sunday....

keep battling ian, you are a strong character (sp) with a strong will, good luck mate

[ShatnerPants]

Cant wait to get home 2nite just got to get away from work 1st.....

have had tears and been sick so far today as it just seems forces are against me at the mo....

what a time to think about givuing up the ciggies wooohooo roll on sunday....

Sod the ciggies, I think you'll need something a tad stronger.

[Claw75]

Cant wait to get home 2nite just got to get away from work 1st.....

have had tears and been sick so far today as it just seems forces are against me at the mo....

what a time to think about givuing up the ciggies wooohooo roll on sunday....

personally I think you're crazy for trying to give up smoking just now, but if you really want it, I'm sure you'll do it.  Best of luck!

[cia260895]

Cant wait to get home 2nite just got to get away from work 1st.....

have had tears and been sick so far today as it just seems forces are against me at the mo....

what a time to think about givuing up the ciggies wooohooo roll on sunday....

Sod the ciggies, I think you'll need something a tad stronger.

along with the ciggies that goes with it....

Cant wait to get home 2nite just got to get away from work 1st.....

have had tears and been sick so far today as it just seems forces are against me at the mo....

what a time to think about givuing up the ciggies wooohooo roll on sunday....

personally I think you're crazy for trying to give up smoking just now, but if you really want it, I'm sure you'll do it.  Best of luck!

i think i'm crazy as well but at least if i CAN do it now it'll be worth it..

[cia260895]

Cant wait to get home 2nite just got to get away from work 1st.....

have had tears and been sick so far today as it just seems forces are against me at the mo....

what a time to think about givuing up the ciggies wooohooo roll on sunday....

keep battling ian, you are a strong character (sp) with a strong will, good luck mate

cheers m8

[cia260895]

Oh we do have a laugh on a monday,firstly i took charlie bowling as there is a alley just down the road from here and its sooo cheap a tenner for 3 games each we like that,anyway i do like a bit of a bbowl and told charlie i'm in it to win it,his response was yeah but yr old now and yr back will give in after 7 bowls,cheeky git!!

Any way game 1 I managed to get 5 consecutive strikes Now i might be wrong but i think its called a turkey when you get 3 strikes in a row so whats 5? finished with a score of 193

and a big "hey m8 u seen that score" to the young guy in the next alley trying his best to impress his young filly

after bowling i asked master Charlie what he fancied to eat and he nodded behind me and said That! A foot long hot dog with chips easy this parenting gig eh?

any way on the way home i remebered we needed bread for tomorrows sarnies so gave Charlie £2 and told him to jog in the shop while i wait in the car and get a loaf.Job done

Gets home start making the sarnies and find the minging bread is wholemeal hard and had mould on it, also it had  dodgy black spots on it as well FFS now we have to walk back to get a new loaf,I asked him why he bought that 1 and he said " it was the only 1 in there,well somehow when we walked in there was about 15 odd loafs left grrrrrrrrrrrr

[cia260895]

well Wednesday's are always fun as Thomas comes home from boarding and he has a suitcase to sort out,so i get it all washed and ironed and repacked in 1 night as to not have a mad rush on sunday night,as well as cooking and usual other bits i decided to be a proper women and multi task by playing poker at the same time missed out on the sky sat after tilt when i got timed out with pocket Aces whilst ironing ffs so decided to play the open and managed to cash so that's 3 out of 3 cashes in that this week roll on PRIMO on Friday,pah this stuff is a piece of wee wee.

Main problem i have is sleep i just cant get enough it just takes ages to get off so am on about 3 hours a night at the mo,didn't help with thomas getting up to go to the toilet at 5.30 this morning but at least i managed to sneak out of the house to nick a pint of milk off a local doorstep as i forgot to buy more yesterday was a bit of a SAS MISSION LOL,

so NYTOL ftw me thinks..

The wife isn't coping well with the arrangement it seems harder for her somehow but i think its harder for me as i just don't have time to sit about thinking about the situation where she does,it didn't help with me telling her that 1 of my ex's parents had snooped through my mail,How do i know ?I put a strip of sellotape under the envelope flap so i would be able to tell and sure enough they had opened it,which caused my wife more distress than me as it was a card she sent me.

apart from that life's a breezeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

[Claw75]

next time take the post out of the envelope and replace it with a note saying **** off you nosey bugger!

[cia260895]

next time take the post out of the envelope and replace it with a note saying **** off you nosey bugger!

yes thought of that with a twist gonna make a fold in it and fill with hundreds and thousands

[Claw75]

next time take the post out of the envelope and replace it with a note saying **** off you nosey bugger!

yes thought of that with a twist gonna make a fold in it and fill with hundreds and thousands

lol - I like it!

[Photurian]

Cant wait to get home 2nite just got to get away from work 1st.....

have had tears and been sick so far today as it just seems forces are against me at the mo....

what a time to think about givuing up the ciggies wooohooo roll on sunday....

keep battling ian, you are a strong character (sp) with a strong will, good luck mate

+1

[cia260895]

well Wednesday's are always fun as Thomas comes home from boarding and he has a suitcase to sort out,so i get it all washed and ironed and repacked in 1 night as to not have a mad rush on sunday night,as well as cooking and usual other bits i decided to be a proper women and multi task by playing poker at the same time missed out on the sky sat after tilt when i got timed out with pocket Aces whilst ironing ffs so decided to play the open and managed to cash so that's 3 out of 3 cashes in that this week roll on PRIMO on Friday,pah this stuff is a piece of wee wee.

Main problem i have is sleep i just cant get enough it just takes ages to get off so am on about 3 hours a night at the mo,didn't help with thomas getting up to go to the toilet at 5.30 this morning but at least i managed to sneak out of the house to nick a pint of milk off a local doorstep as i forgot to buy more yesterday was a bit of a SAS MISSION LOL,

so NYTOL ftw me thinks..

The wife isn't coping well with the arrangement it seems harder for her somehow but i think its harder for me as i just don't have time to sit about thinking about the situation where she does,it didn't help with me telling her that 1 of my ex's parents had snooped through my mail,How do i know ?I put a strip of sellotape under the envelope flap so i would be able to tell and sure enough they had opened it,which caused my wife more distress than me as it was a card she sent me.

apart from that life's a breezeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

lets make that 4 out 4 woohoo motherhood is good for poker lol

[cia260895]

Having after inadvertently ringing the ex She told me that she is having another operation today I believe to remove some more of the cancer and she will be in hospital for another 2 weeks at least. they are really keen to start the chemo/radio as soon as possible,the details are all a  bit vague as i,m sure that she is only telling me the bare minimum but reading between the lines this doesn't look good at all in my eyes.

Thomas is starting to really miss his mum and I have asked his school to keep an eye on him,he had a big kick off with charlie this weekend with Thomas biting a chunk out of Charlie and Charlie retaliating by kicking Thomas' head against the door.Now i know what is like to fight with brothers ( i grew up with 3 with nose bleeds and black eyes the norn) I told them both that now isn't the time to be fighting each other as it is their Mum that needs to do all the fighting and by them being happy and good it will make mum feel stronger for her fight. after i had calmed him down and he'd stopped crying he said when is mum coming home?? all i could say is when she is better and feels strong enough, but until you stop fighting together she wont be able to,as she wont have the strength to. (  that was before i heard todays update)

Charlie is very much like me and doesn't show his feelings, he just bottles it all up,so i told him that i am just like him and dint show my feeling,so can  can we agree that we can chat to each other if things are getting stressful so that we both have someone to turn to,he seemed quite keen on this idea but time will tell if he does open up hopefully he will.

last nite we had a chill out watching the X factor (which they both like) and eating DAD dogs ( hot dogs made Dads special way far easier than traditional way spear the roll with a pair of scissors open them enough to make hole for sausages then squirt ketchup into hole followed by sausage) + less mess as ketchup stays inside roll followed by  cakes and chocolate mini rolls.

It seemed to work as they both woke up happy this morning especially thomas at 5.50 bounding into my room Daddy Daddy I have just completed the next level on super paper Mario (on Wii) and now have Bowser...

How long had been up for ?? beats me lol

 Wasn't Mrs T famous for only having 4 hours sleep a night??

Was gonna let Charlie kick my butt at bowling 2nite but his Guitar lesson has been moved to a monday and he says after he just wants to go on runescape so he can chill.....