Camel? Has he fallen out with us?
I was guessing it was the fall out from Euros@spotgate, lots of comments about him in his pants, I would have been concerned coming back too if members kept picturing me in my underwear
Not too upset to bring it up on twitter again.
I don't want this to sound too melodramatic, because "bloke stops posting on an internet forum" isn't really a big deal, is it?
But a couple of concerned PMs hit my inbox over the last day or two and they touched me rather. So it wouldn't be fair to them (or anyone else who was worried) to just be wondering where if I was ok or not and where I had gone.
I've suffered from clinical depression for most of my adult life.
It comes and goes but it's there sitting in the corner of mind pretty much all of the time.
The last few months have been particularly sticky for me really for lots of different reasons.
I gave up visiting Blondepoker a while ago after some stupid confrontation I overreacted to and was happy with my decision, but tikay asked me to come back, I felt I was in a slightly better place mentally so I gave it a go.
Only to have another flare up almost immediately.
Blondepoker used to make happy, but now it either makes me angry when people like Doobs just makes shit up like he has in the post above, or sad when I am forced to take insults from illiterate half wits which I felt the moderators should have removed immediately.
And as I have very little inclination to play poker at the moment, and seemingly little in common with many posters any more it's best for me to step away until I am better equipped to deal with issues that make me sad or angry.
I get my internet fix on Twitter, where the block button is such a satisfying tool. See some of you there no doubt xx
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