I didn't weigh in last week or this !
I am obviously off the rails and need a fresh start at some point

I managed 13 weeks and now I feel like a prat !
I am blaming Vegas but it's obviously my fault not the bright lights
I've been weighing myself every week, but unfortunately I've not really been monitoring anything else, and my weight has just been fluctuating by about 1/2 a stone for the last few months.
I told Arb not long back that I managed to hit supernova elite with Dominos sometime around Easter...

As Tikay says, it's all in the head, and if you're not wanting to do it, you won't.
You'll get your head around it when you're ready mate, and it will all drop into place again

All that said, I'm going to make an effort to have a clean couple of weeks before I go, and might even start a pre-vegas diary to give me something to look back at easily when I get home.